today I went to tin shui wei,, its so far from my home. at the beginning,, i went outside to the bus stop and i saw the 2B left while i was just arrived.. so many time like that...... so fussy that i went back home and the sky was falling -- heavy rain suddenly! OMG! I got wet and i went back home to dry my clothes and hair. then, about 10.40,, i went to the bus stop again.. and 2B came at 11.05! how awful! then changed bus to 296b to tin chak estate.. arrived at 12.30! I got the truth that my salary is actually in piece rate but not in time rate. ONLY $2 FOR A QUESTIONNAIRE! OMG! BIG LIAR! I was so........................ nothing to complain that i was really naive and i thought i would get $30-40 for an hour! SO STUPID! Afterthat, i went to the chun wun hin 8th (about 1.30) ,, so many people just said that they were doing something and didnt have time.. i was alone and i felt so pity.. nobody was trying to help me//// so..... at that time,, i thought that KFC is much better even sometimes some customers are rude.. people there i knew and i thought they would make me feel better... and i dont like to waste anyone else time and it made me feel fussy meself. (want to cry again......... ~>w<~) And my dear phone A108... GOT AN INVISIBLE MON.. oh dear!! so i got tired and i finished at 4.00.. I was sorry but i wrote some fake names and answers.. but i didn't really feel that i did wrong things... maybe i really think that he owe(s) me the money.. hes the guy who do wrong things! then i had 296b again to Olympics MTR,, a long way home to WTS! i got home after 7pm..... so long timeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!
its time for me to see through the world,, its no matter low salary.. i need a time spending and stable job.. i should be free from worry.. DON'T BE TOOOOOOOOOOOOO STUPIDDDDDDDDDDDD! LITTLE GIRL!
I will be back to KFC tomorrow. it will be a BUSSSSYYYYY dayyy!
and i want to try my LC-A!!!! BEAUTIFUL AND SPECIAL VELVIA 100F!
i don't wanna lose you, but i don't wanna use you just to have somebody by my side. and i don't wanna hate you, i don't wanna take you, but i don't wanna be the one to cry. and that don't really matter to anyone anymore. but like a fool i keep losing my place and i keep seeing you walk through that door.
but there's a danger in loving somebody too much, and it's sad when you know it's your heart you can't trust. there's a reason why people don't stay where they are. baby, sometimes, love just ain't enough.
now, i could never change you, i don't wanna blame you. baby, you don't have to take the fall. yes, i may have hurt you, but i did not desert you. maybe i just wanna have it all.
it makes a sound like thunder, it makes me feel like rain. and like a fool who will never see the truth, i keep thinking something's gonna change. and there's no way home, when it's late at night and you're all alone. are there things that you wanted to say? do you feel me beside you in your bed, there beside you, where i used to lay?
and there's a danger in loving somebody too much, and it's sad when you know it's your heart they can't touch. there's a reason why people don't stay who they are. baby, sometimes, love just ain't enough. baby, sometimes, love... it just ain't enough. oh...
Last night I went to see 'POTC:At World's End' with my mom. I think the 1&2 are better than 3. Captain Jack Sparrow is still funny & smart. The asian man in Prison Break plays a subordinate of Sao Feng.
Today is a great day! I go to the airport to meet MIKA!! He is so tall and good-looking. He looked so much better than in pictures! He is such a nice guy that he gave me an autograph and ask my name and sign it! He is so cute! I took some pictures by my film camera,, few days later I will post them.
I feel so disappointed that I couldn't go to mika's party because I don't have the tickets. So sad... I think I should work harder to find a job and earn money.. Maybe I will go to England or anywhere to enjoy mika's show,, if I can afford the air tickets, accommodation and any extra fees. I hope that day will come sooner.